Let Go

My dear cross lover,

The love I have for you

is unpredictable and inevitable,

something out of this world

Led to believe that’s why until now

it remains Untold.

Its for sure questionable,

and I’m not stable enough to

rule it as pleasurable, due to the fact

That I knew when I fully came

to my senses that these verses

Would unfold the twisted

curses of my love for you.

I’m at lost for words

when I think of your existence.

I can’t bare utter your name,

because I cant contain my

mind from knowing it’s worth

and I can’t tame my

heart from loving your wrongs.

So It all leads to the open frame

of you holding my hand,

the picture I overcame

but did I ever really let go of that broken

Sense of Miserable pain?

That picture frame of

that girl loving every

single outmost mistake

that contained your name in it.

Just like the broken glass

I spilled to you my all and my-last

cause you were with it

and I went along with it

as the only person that

fell in love with it.

I went for it, and got killed with it,

the same sharp glass that

cause the tears because

you thought she looked good with it.

See, I know for a fact it isn’t okay

to feel how I feel about you,

Complete devotion

outmost provocative thoughts of me feeling your tongue make love to my ears as they utter the words I know I’ll never hear

I love you.

I know it’s senseless,

but I can’t help it.

The connection was made to last,

and just like two matches we sparked

Honestly truly I don’t know how to act .

Moving on from

you was never the hard part,

I guess it’s because

I haven’t, or because

I simply won’t let go.

Fully my heart knows it

will never give up on hope,

and I know that sounds fucked up

but honey, I have loved you since

the day I had you close.

I Guess the distance just

determined how far I’d let you go.

06.02.18