Moonlight Crescent

You’re a drug,

One that I go back to for comfort

When nobody else fits the part

And cover the ruptures.

You’re my person.

I allowed you know me to my deepest extent

To later on regret it because withdrawal

Turns in reverse when rehab no longer

Helps me forget,

That I am addicted

To the only drug that fulfilled

My needs once I’m high,

But hits me hard when realizing

That my so believed reality was just another

Once upon a time.

You don’t deserve me,

And I apologize to myself

For not being observant

That your lack of presence

Was equivalent to my midnights

Moonlight crescent that

were full of tears and antidepressants.