Love Me

I hope one day you love me,

All of me.

Not just my physic or the idea of me,

I want you to love my inner beauty

and mostly my inner beast.

I hope one day you fall deep in love with me.

I hope one day you’d wish to find me,

Rather than looking for nonexistent

love and chasing inevitable lust,

Because I am here,

yet I am skeptical.

See I,

tend to fall in love without precautions

and I truly hate how far my love

goes involving passionate emotions

that are never reciprocated,

because I give my all until I realize it

will never be reciprocated,

Yet I still would love to try

again.

So I hope you understand me,

I hope you’d want to discover me

deeper than the basics,

discover my graces.

I want you to know why

I’m so fucked up in the head

and why

the idea of love makes me want to escape

reality because all that I find are

baseless and hopeless romantics,

Like myself.

With so much love to give,

yet too scared to trust

and give in to the matrix,

so we tend to fall in love

with the nameless

See,

Are you capable to just

Love? Deeply? Passionately?

Because I want you to Love me fully.

Without hesitation to jump

with me to the farthest ends

of the oceans.

To where our love couldn’t

compare to the one

we have for one another.

I hope one day you love me.

I hope one day you see me.

And your pupils dilate because

you never seen so much

beauty in one breath.

I hope one day you breathe me in,

so that my love could fulfill

your lungs and you get high off

the idea of me.

The idea of us in a future

that just surrounds us,

because the outsiders aren’t

important to get to know.

I hope one day you know

the value of our love

and hold it deep to your heart

without forgetting who to trust.

Because that’d be me.

I hope one day you

see the vision

just as clear

as me.

5.23.19