Dear

I write to you this letter to confess feelings unknown to you. as my feelings grow fonder and seeing our connection runs further, I think it’s time for you to know.

I love you more than you could imagine,

But I’ve been afraid to tell you because I know the feeling isn’t mutual.

I wish I could hold you on the nights you cry because the one you truly love sent you on a quest to find them and you got lost on the way.

I wish I could wipe your tears and offer you a smile, Spend time with you and make it worth the while because I know you’re tired of wasting your time.

I wish you’d allow me to show you the love you deserve, beyond hopeless romance, and endless nights of worthless sex.

I wish you’d let me introduce you to passion, rose petals at your feet is far from what you truly deserve and need.

You see,

I know you more than you know yourself.

I love you more than you could ever love anyone else, but I can’t show you because you’re not open to my love just yet.

You seek reassurance that I could give you, in people who can’t even fathom your beauty led along maintain your attention long enough to afford your love.

You’re expensive. And if I could I’d save up a lifetime to just afford your presence.

You seek the pleasure I could give you, yet nobody knows your body better than me. You don’t just climax from sensation or temporary connections, you deserve someone that studies your body without limitations.

Most of all, you seek an understanding that you’re tired of explaining, yet can’t find anywhere else because you’re too complex.

You were meant for me to understand.

I know your worth, and it pains me when you accept a penny for a love that isn’t worth it, for people who distort it, for another fall we both know you could avoid.

Let me save you the pain.

Let me teach you how to love me the same way I love you.

I promise to be patient because time is of the Essence, let me gain your trust because I know you’d value me more, let me save up a lifelong fortune to afford the love you give, because I’d pay an infinite amount just for you to love yourself from within.

04.21.20